life lesson on the 18th day of 2010

FARIZ : on turning 21

DEAR FARIZ,

 

WELCOME TO YOUR 21TH YEAR OF LIFE!

NEW YEAR, NEW DECADE, NEW AGE, NEW CHAPTER

MAKE IT A GOOD ONE!

 

LOVE, aleen the best aka genius.

(ingat lagi ko type ni kat fon aku dulu? =p)

 

 

kamilah pharmacist paling ngetop.

i am not going to be a doctor.

yes i am a pharmacist-to-be.

yes i chose pharmacy over medicine.

yes i am under twinning programme which are sponsored by JPA. since the beginning.

I have chosen this profession, and I haven't regretted it one bit.

i am happy with my life and i am grateful for what God has given to me up to now.

thanks fellow people, for being so CONCERN about me.

and i dedicate this post to my beloved 7m6 classmates too. u guys understand me better. :)

lame topic.like seriously.

please go away!!!!

i don't want you to get near me.

i hate you.

it's the procrastination syndrome.

lots of things to be done, yet im still lost in my own world.

i know what's bugging me. THE HOMESICKNESS! AGAIN!

i am craving for their sound and noise.real bad.

i.w.a.n.t.h.o.m.e.

i have my own world to live in

 wouldn't life be perfect if :

skinny fits perfectly 

MONDAYS were fun

junk food didn't make you fat

girls didn't cause so much drama

guys weren't so confusing

nothing was regrettable

and goodbyes were not meant until tomorrow.

picture of life

life changes every minute of the day.

you lose friends.

you gain friends.

you realize your friend wasn't ever really your friend.

and the person you used to not to like can make a really good friend.

you look for love.

you find love.

you lose love.

you realize all along that you've been loved.

you laugh.

you cry.

you do this.

you do that.

you wish you hadn't do that.

you then learn from that and glad that you did.

you have your ups.

you have your downs.

you see good movies.

you see bad movies.

you wonder if your life is just one big movie.

you look at others and wish you were them.

you then realize who you are and glad that you're you.

you love life.

you hate life.

in the end,

you just find yourself happy to be living life,

no matter what's thrown at you.

nowordsthaticanthinkofnow

 

My dearest Allie,

I don't know what to say anymore except that I couldn't sleep last night because I knew that it is over between us. It is a different feeling for me, one that I never expected, but looking back, I suppose it couldn't have ended another way.

You and I were different. We came from different worlds, and yet you were the one who taught me the value of love. You showed me what it was like to care for another, and I am a better man because of it. I don't want you to ever forget that.

I am not bitter because of what has happened. On the contrary, I am secure in knowing that what we had was real, and I am happy we were able to come together for even a short period of time. And if, in some distant place in the future, we see each other in our new lives, I will smile at you with joy, and remember how we spent a summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. And maybe, for a brief moment, you'll feel it too and you'll smile back, and savor the memories we will always share together.


I love you Allie.

Noah

-THE NOTEBOOK-

what do you guys think of this letter?

heartbreaking enough?

i began to feel the tears burn the back fo my eyes,

and soon they are dancing upon my cheek.